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Behind
01.31.06 (10:28 pm)   [edit]
Dammit, how did I get behind already?
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Stop Being Depressed
01.29.06 (10:11 pm)   [edit]
Dammit! Stop being depressed!

And go and shave your legs.

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Fighting the Man!
01.28.06 (10:52 am)   [edit]


Attempting to do all you can do feels good! If you care, (and I hope you do) write your senators to encourage them to filibuster Alito's appointment!

Now, where are those address labels I made with Donald Duck, and Yellow Submarine characters on them?

I hope Andrea doesn't want to go shopping. I am sick to death of malls. We'll probably end up shopping, and she'll read this later.

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Sex Scene
01.27.06 (5:58 pm)   [edit]
Writing a sex scene build-up-to-sex scene is challenging. I don't know why exactly. I guess because it's like, "OK, how do I approach this?"

I want to finish a bunch of loose projects before I lose all my free time.

I especially want to have more than seven pages done before I take new material to my former writing teacher and ask him to change my grade.

Did I write about that?

No.

I finally got up the cajones to look at my grades because i figured if I failed the short film class, I should probably find out before I drop my post production one. I got a B- in my art class, some variation on an A in everything else (including the short film) except screenwriting. The teacher sent my script back and wrote "B+ on script A- in class." So I think he got it backwards.

I feel a little petty about it.

I still don't know what I'm doing with this unweildy script thing.

The screenwriting teacher said it was like a John Hughes-Brat Pack movie. At first I thought that was a bad thing. When I go into Hot Topic I think maybe it isn't. Still, I'm pissed that I may have written a chick flick.

The hardest scenes to write are the ones less like how they actually happened.

I'm getting a big head start on my research class!

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Here's some fun stuff...
01.26.06 (9:38 pm)   [edit]
Fun thing #1 that happened to me today:
Getting up at 6 am for an 8:00 class.

Fun thing #2:
Having a guy very invade my space on the Light Rail, not let up till I got off, tell me I was beautiful, rub my hand, tell me he was looking for a girlfriend, but forgive me for already having a boyfriend. So I was happy to drive to school again tonight.

Fun thing #3
Leaving my oven while talking to Jeremy, putting my dinner in, having the uber-sensitive smoke alarm to go off, while I was dealing with that, burned my dinner, and when I pulled my burnt dinner out of the oven, set the smoke alarm off again.

I found out my mom permitted Jeremy's mom to look at my bedroom despite she assured me no one would be going up there.

I purposely scheduled a counseling appointment for 8:30 in the morning so that I would then have to go and practice in the class I retook last semester. I've got to get my issues together

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First day of class
01.25.06 (11:09 pm)   [edit]
I think I'm going to have another winning combination of classes again; no social life for me this semester either.

*SIGH!*

What is the point of college PE classes? It's so BS.

OK, tomorrow, definetely going to get a counseling appointment tomorrow!

Jeremy starts his drive home tomorrow.

I also have to get up f'early tomorrow.

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How hard is it for fat girls to look good?
01.24.06 (8:40 pm)   [edit]
I hate Lane Bryant's right now with a passion. I asked them to hold something for me. It was perfect! It was inexpensive, I'd been wanting something just like it for awhile, I didn't look like the total cow that I am in it.

For various reasons, I couldn't get it right that moment...

And of course, they failed to hold it like they were supposed to. In my mind, I planned the perfect evening when I would wear this article.

Those fuckheads ruined everything! Does anyone know how hard it is for someone fat to look good at an inexpensive price?!

I was crying earlier, because they ruined everything.

They will never be getting my business again.

I hate everything right now...including myself for being such a fatass.

PS this also goes for shoes. God forbid you be born with big feet because if you do, you're also not allowed to look good for an inexpensive price.

I wish I could say exactly what my schedule is because I want to go to counseling.

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I hate my life
01.22.06 (5:20 pm)   [edit]
I really hate my life.

No really, I do.

If someone who you are not super-close to says, "How are you?" No one ever tells the truth because we know the other person doesn't care. We always say, "Fine" or "good" whatever those mean and leave it at that.

Tonight, I am supposed to meet with Jeremy's mom and stepdad. What they don't want to hear is, "There is only one good thing in my life right now, and he's going homein a few days."

Which is why I am blogging now instead of putting ornaments away.

I just feel really hopeless lately. The first thing I am going to do tomorrow is see when I can get a counseling session.

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Above the Line Talk Show
01.19.06 (11:05 am)   [edit]
One thing I really don't like about the new format of this thing is that the name of whoever is commenting on me, if they are not a tBlog user doesn't show up.

When things like this happen, nobody ever says, "We've made some changes that you'll probably hate." The head honcho of this website wrote everyone and said, "We've done some great things that everyone will love!" He didn't like that I wrote him back with, "So far, I'm not impressed."

There appears to be pieces of candy cane in this keyboard. Maybe that's why it sucks.

Talk shows will have actors on promoting a movie. I came to the conclusion one day that the only reason actors look as good as they do is because an army of people make them look good, then they come in and take all the credit for it. On the Golden Globes, there are only screenwriting, directing, producing, and song awards.

There should be a TV talk show where the costume designer, cinematographer, screenwriter can come on and promote their movie from their aspect.

School starts in less than a week. I greet this upcoming semester with great fear. I'm not 100% sure why. Perhaps I feel I've been really lazy this break and haven't accomplished nearly everything I had hoped.

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01.15.06 (3:51 pm)   [edit]
WTF?! These guys totally changed the blog site overnight!
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Strange goings on
01.13.06 (1:57 pm)   [edit]
Yesterday was Jeremy's 25th Birthday. In celebration of his birthday, he decided he wanted to go out to the casino buffet for dinner...we were not even very interested in gambling, just dinner.

There is a security guard at the front. Sometimes they card, sometimes they don't. I, Jeremy, and Mike head for the casino. I walked right by the guard. The guy stops Jeremy (of the two of us, he gets carded more than I do...I don't know why).

Jeremy is waiting for a new official CA driver's license. For some reason, they poked a hole in his old TN one (which was expiring that day) to prove that it wasn't a valid driving thing but let him keep it for identification purposes till he gets his new one.

The old, English-challenged, zealous guard does not accept his ID because, although it is legal proof that he is 25, it's not valid. He turns to me and asks if I'm his mother. (WTF?!?!?!) Jeremy is more than 2 years older than I am! I responded with an indignant, "No! He's my boyfriend!" He lectures Jeremy on how if he was caught gambling with his current ID he could get thrown out of the casino forever. He never even gets to card Mike who isn't 21 yet.

So we have to wait for my mom. She is clearly over 21, but checks her ID anyway, and gives her the same lecture when all we wanted to do was go to the damn buffet.

So Jeremy spent his dinner fuming about being 25 and having to put up with that shit. I spent dinner wondering how anyone could mistake me for his mother whether I was older or not. :roll:

Yeah, so that was weird.

Another weird thing, Brittany, who I have been friends with since 2nd grade, just had a baby...litterally.

I'm not exactly sure why that's weird.

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Alcohol in the morning
01.09.06 (10:12 am)   [edit]
A pina colada or a strawberry dacquri sounds good right now. I don't know why, it's only 10:00 in the morning!

Talked to my manager about work after "seasonal employment." She said that all she had open were full-timers, but that could change at any moment and I would be put on a list of being interested.

Jeremy will probably see The Producers this afternoon. I am sick of Oakridge. In some ways I wish he'd gone to Disneyland with us (I like that guy for some reason :lol: ) but in a lot of ways I know he'd be getting pissy about certain things, as were we all.

His birthday is on Thursday.

I had a dream about being on a movie set to look like old Italy (except it was probably more like Scandinavia) and it was crowded with so many people wearing orange and putting out orange flags...
I wonder if it has anything to do with my trip to Disneyland since that was it was like; lots of people in Longhorns swag (I love that word).

I had to do the most interesting thing I've ever had to do at work yesterday, help a woman stuck in some sort of minimizing tube top out of it.

Yes, a nice hard, fruity, blended, drink sounds great right now!

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Back from Disneyland, part 2
01.07.06 (3:06 pm)   [edit]
I hope I never get as big as my mom. Not only can and/or will she not walk around the park, it seems she can't go on most of the rides.

They stopped the Haunted Mansion because the safety bar would not come down on her lap (which evidentally doesn't stop people from getting out anyway, more on that later), I had to ride alone, and they made her promise not to get out. Very embarassing for her, and the first time that's ever happened.

Rode some rides, did some shopping, Mike decided he had to be independednt since he had a definitive plan in his mind of what he wanted to accomplish, and that included standing in line as long as necessary, and not takng it easy. I think he's brat for wanting to do that.

Dad took a nap.

My mom and I went on the shopping ride. This is the first time I've ever been there where we could shop on the principal, "You have a birthday coming up."

Saw the fireworks from the Mark Twain.

"How many come in a trio?" Stupidest question from QSFB Cast Member at the mint Julep window.

On a completely unrelated note, I am on the family computer in Granite Bay. We had to get rid of the first keyboard we had with this because it skipped about half the letters one typed. One would think that if one keyboard failed, one would not ru right back out and buy another one exactly the same. But that's what I get for thinking. ANYWAY......

Next day, also got a late start, managed to avoid the Asphalt Jungle, but only one tram running to what's left of the Disneyland parking lot, so we were still an hour late getting in.

What else? Had fun at the CA Adventure...

Oh! My bank called, for those of you playing the home game, you know about the issues I've been having with my bank that all started when they made a mistake with some temporary checks. I thought the issue was resolved (See 12.24.05). And while waiting in line for a ride at CA Adventure, the bank called and said, "When are you going to bring that check back in?" And when I said somebody with either a first or last name of Phi (who seemed to know nothing about temporary checks) told me to destroy it, I was told I should not have done that.

So I wonder what adventures await me because of their stupid mistake...

After CA Adventure closed, we went to Disneyland, shopped, attempted to watch the fireworks, which were cancelled, "Due to winds at higher elevations."

Mike, Dad and I had gotten Fast Passes (fortunately) for Splash Mountain. Log-after-next would be ours. And the one in the loading area never left...and never left...and never left...

According to a very knowledgable operator, someone jumped in and out of one of the logs earlier, which is not uncommon on that ride since not only are people assholes, they freak out about the final drop. The ride stopped. When the ride stops, the water level rises and must go back down. Mike was freaking out and being Mike. After waiting a very long time, the ride started, the people ahead of us got on, and the ride stopped again.

At least we didn't wait an hour and get to that point. That would have been really frustrating.

I've never been evacuated from a Disney ride.

The next day, we actually were there when they opened, it wasn't uberly busy, by that afternoon, Mike decided to be an independent jerk, the three of us were standing around looking at each other saying, "What do you want to do?" So my dad and I rode Pirates and Haunted Mansion again.

We also managed to get good-all-day fast passes for Splash Mountain.

Fireworks were cancelled again.

Went home thru Solvang. It was in the 80's when we left Solvang. It was foggy and 50's when we got back to Granite Bay.

I guess that's it for the trip.

My manager called me yesterday and wants me to work tomorrow, so that's good.
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Back from Disneyland
01.07.06 (12:54 am)   [edit]
My mom and I managed to 'kiss and make up" before leaving for Disneyland.

On Monday, we left 3 hours later than we had hoped, meaning even if everything went right we should have gotten in at around midnight after a straight shot down I-5. But a big rig went down, we went 11 miles in two hours, and were rerouted to 101, slightly less direct. So we got in at nearly 3am instead.

Mike and Dad had stayed at this hotel when they went in the summer and said how wonderful it was. It wasn't; they didn't even have a free breakfast. Even the Super 8 I stayed at last year had free breakfast.

The park opened at 9, which is about the time my mom, brother and I woke up. My mom forgot to buy park tickets at the AAA office, partly because they were closed the day after New Years's. So my dad went to the closest one to Disneyland, where he found out the "special tickets" were only available in Northern CA, but they may have a discount at the park itself.

so it was after noon by the time we got in the park.

So we left late, went through the asphalt jungle, AKA "Mickey and Friends Parking Garage" got to the park and waited in line for a really long time to get tickets at the door, only to find that they were not discounted and the price has, in my opinion gone up significantly.

I conceived the plan to go to the park when we did, on January 3rd. I did this based on the fact that usually the day after New Year's, all the kids who march in the parade go to the park, the game is done, and every public school went back on the 3rd.

Well, they for some reason can't do the parade on a Sunday, which it was this year, meaning it was on the 2nd instead. In addition, they decided to do the game on the 4th instead of New Year's Day like they always do meaning the park was extra busy.

Plus my parens failed to get cash.

And there was a big fat line to get the wheelchair.

So it just felt like nothing was going right initially.

I felt a lot better once I actually got on it's a small world and that distinctive smell of the ride hit me, I felt a lot better.

And I'll write more later...
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