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| Hate myself |
| 04.29.06 (8:50 am) [edit] |
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I'm still here. And I'm still thinking about how much I hate myself, all the other times I've been rejected, having more imagination than talent, how much I suck, how I'm fat, how I don't know why I'm awake, how ridiculous it is that I was ever worried about getting hung up on making good drawings for my comic strip because that's impossible for me, how I hate myself, how most people have one or two things that they are better at than others and I don't have any one thing I am particularly good at, how i'm so pissed off that i can't print so that i can fill out the learning disabilities thing, how it is beyond me how everyone else got better than me and therefore I must be stupid, how I want this miserable semester to end more than ever and it just won't, how I want to do harm to myself, how much I hate myself, how meaningless my upcoming graduation really is, how I wish I were vacationing instead of doing now-meaningless schoolwork, how I want to shoot myself in the head, how much of an asshole my dad is and how he wants to blame everyone else when his kids outright suck, and just generally how much everything sucks.
Current Mood:  i don't know; this kinda looks like how I feel...
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posted by: fatbottmdgirl (reply)
post date: 04.29.06 (10:42 pm)
This is why I dont like reading your blog. You are always downing yourself. You are a great girl and a great fiancee.
I love you soooo much.
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