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| I'm a loser... |
| 11.07.06 (4:30 pm) [edit] |
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Yep, that's right. I'm a loser, a failure, almost everyone is better than me, etc. etc. There is no point in rehashing all the stuff I'm feeling since I felt it last semester all the stuff about hating myself, what is my problem? I must have a learning disability...
So yes. Life sucks. I didn't want to find out today. They didn't give me a choice. I wanted to wait until my husband, who went to Granite Bay to hang out in my parent's spa, drink their beer, go out to eat with them (I assume), eat salmon with them and leave me in my miserable existence here. So, it's yet another semester of college for me. But I think that might be it. This semester and next have been a complete waste of money, I could have bought 2716 McDonald's $1 menu items, paid my cable/internet almost 46 times, rented 679 movies, bought between 271 and 136 movies or CDs, bought 15 five-day park hopper passes to the Disneyland resort, rescued 36 fixed cats from the animal shelter, or taken it to the beach and dumped it in the ocean or used it to light a big ol' bonfire but instead I did this... Perhaps I'm starting to get the right idea, but maybe I should start getting pissed at my teachers. A teacher is only as good as its weakest student. I have been batting around taking art education classes at SJSU plus the Very late for my fratority meeting. Current Mood:  very disappointed and wishing to do harm to myself outside of the sugar binge I'll be continuing on later tonight
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posted by: PastorDave (reply)
post date: 11.07.06 (4:55 pm)
You're not a loser. College is not easy. You have made a courageous and difficult choice to pursue your education, especially when you are married and especially if academics do not come easily to you. You keep working hard, and don't give up. You remind me of my daughter. She is now almost 19, and has a baby and is single. Yet she is pursuing her college education, as difficult as it is. She's not a particularly good student. But she has a dream. I applaud her. You just keep going.
posted by: inkspector (reply)
post date: 11.07.06 (6:23 pm)
Every one has to struggle with something. Life is not easy for anyone.
You are very fortunate to have the opportunity to go to college. There are many who just can't afford it at all. Those who wish to go and can't afford it, may see your opportunity and wish they had it.
Don't give up! You will regret it later in life.
Learn to love yourself and accept yourself for all your goodness, and faults. Believe in yourself! A change in attitude can make all the difference in your present approach. It can lead to success but you need to be willing to take on the responsibility with maturity and accept the challenges.
Be postive, more things will come your way!
Best of luck.
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