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The Voices in my Head
06.23.07 (8:29 am)   [edit]
Last night as I tried to go to sleep, the voices in my head agonized me about how I have done virtually nothing in the past month+ except draw pigs for two hours a week and how I will fail again and how I think I've only got one more failure in me before I have to realize it wasn't meant to be and move the hell on...but to what being barely qualified for anything?

This coming home and relaxing after a 3/5 split shift stuff has to end. I haven't earned it. I should worry less about trying to get promoted and more about this.


I'm worried right now. I could die walking down the street in a hit-and-run and not have lived how I wanted to live because I was trying to work for something to be better later. I guess at that point I won't really care, but still... That's how it always is, isn't it? Do things now so they can be good later. Except it just gets later and later.

I've got to go...
 


posted by: preceptlady (reply)
post date: 06.23.07 (1:43 pm)

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