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i have nothing to say
04.08.08 (12:23 am)   [edit]
but I'll write anyway.

I can start looking for jobs again today. And probably not a minute too soon. I feel tense there; I'm afraid to do anything wrong when my boss is around. And I've got a funny feeling my hours will be cut.

I base this on them hiring this flaky stoner-looking girl (I don't want to get into why I think that). She is also cute and blonde, just like Goldie*. On the one hand, it gives me a nice warm Schadenfreude feeling to know that Goldie's storewide lust factor may go down some (although I have to keep reminding myself it's not directly her fault I get shitty schedules). However, I sense that based on the previous pattern of her getting better hours, that my schedule will be cut in favor of hers.

I'm not sure if I will greet this situation with outrage or Anomie. On the one hand, I want them to suffer for screwing me. On the other hand, I hate being there and want to leave anyway.

I sometimes wonder if they are purposely trying to get me to leave. They know I'm not living up to my full potential there, and not planning on staying there forever. I doubt it's as conspiratorial as I make it out to be in my mind. However, they are doing a good job of pissing me off and wanting me to leave.


*Goldie is what the cute girl who has less seniority than me but continues to get better hours than me shall henceforth be called. Not so much because she has natural mozzarella blonde hair, more because she is like the cute, giggly, dumbish Goldie Hawn of Laugh-In
 


posted by: LadyG (reply)
post date: 04.08.08 (2:17 am)

Hang tough for as long as you want the job.

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