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| I'm not sure, I think I'm indecisive |
| 08.18.04 (9:42 am) [edit] |
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I wish I were in school. I need to get myself on a more accurate track for what I want. I have about 4 things I think that sound very interesting. I was looking at books on Amazon about these different career goals. They just seemed overwhelming. Every book is about $20-40, and probably not at any of the local libraries, so as long as I am content with reading the first 10 pages of a book (be they table of contents or copyright info), I'm good. One was about storyboarding and mentioned the word agent which for some reason just kinda freaked me out. Another scary phrase, buidling a portfolio. I don't know. Maybe I get the feeling that whatever I could possibly contribute to a portfolio would be not worthwhile. My other problem is I have too many creative ideas. Some of them are only half ideas, like an idea for a character, (like a hyperactive spastic prairie dog with an annoying voice, or a teen drama based on living and working in I move back this weekend with mixed feelings. I hate moving. I'm not crazy about the idea of going to school. Maybe I just feel like "It's going to be forever before I get outta here, why should I go back?" 2007! But I want to get back to school, away from the boredom, talk to some people, ease my mind (hopefully), get a direction, go back to the gym. Something about moving into Joe West doesn't excite me. Maybe I just feel like I want to get away from there so badly, that finding away to keep myself there more and for longer depresses me. I would love to move into the Collonade, if I stay there; I couldn't transfer until a year from now anyway. Although based on the dream that I anaylzed the other day, if my assertation of the dream is correct, that may not be the best choice. If I stay at SJSU, chances are, I'll get to double major. I have 2 art projects I had hoped to finish before I left, and I probably won't finish either of them. Jeremy in my painting has a the base coat of a beard and hair on top of his head (and eyebrows), but no mustache. Maybe by this time next year, I will get an apartment with Jeremy. Fuck my dad. Gotta get back to work on the collage I started last night. I'm going for an "Eyeball Overload" thing. Current Mood:  whatever...What's on: Stay With Me - Rod Stewart |
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