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| Descending neurotically |
| 10.25.04 (4:54 pm) [edit] |
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Damn. I hate thinking about shit. Shit that I ultimately cannot control only minimally. Politics and the possibility of another 4 years of Bush litterally scare me. I won't say why. I'm trying to keep these short(er) because I'm not convinced anyone, especially friends I have allowed to be specially privy to my thoughts. I feel like I have little or no control over things. "All I can control is my reaction to them." How many ways can I react to being here at minimum until 2007...or the man I love being eight states away...or the stupid "well-rounded" way this educational system is set up? I can come up with an assortment of emotional responses, (pissed, dismayed, undaunted) but they don't change a thing. So I think about it, and there are emotional responses but it doesn't change. Yet sometimes I can't stop thinking about it! Current Mood:  neurotic
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posted by: dredawg (reply)
post date: 10.25.04 (11:37 pm)
i try to avoid watching the news so that i don't have to worry norotically about what is going on in the world and all the things that are out of my control. it doesn't always work and i'm forced to think about all the crap in this world.
but one thing i try to keep in mind is that the world is more interested in the negative, sensational, and crazy so mot people only hear about the bad stuff.
there is plenty of good, it just has to be looked for because we train ourselves to only focus on the negative.
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