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Disney World = Happiness?
11.17.04 (6:17 pm)   [edit]
Today as I walked around thinking about how crappy my life is, considering going back into counseling, missing my boyfriend, cursing biology lab, the fact that I have to do art class at 2 tomorrow instead of 3, thinking about joining an eating disorders group, hoping to have all the shit memorized for my fratority next Tuesday, the questions I want to ask Mr. PDI Storyboard on Saturday should i be able to obtain the funds, assuring myself it was just as well they were out of good pizza, and pondering a potentially useless Radio TV Film degree...

something occured to me.

In Disney World, I never thought about how crappy life is. The work was crappy, and all the crap that made it crappy (the manual labor, late breaks, stupid guestomers, long hours, and horrendous costume) was crappy. But it was probably one of the only extended periods of time in my life where I was truly happy. I never worried much about my weight. I never felt guilty about not going to the gym (which I never did!), I never rarely forbade myself to eat, I was surrounded by friends, I didn't think about graduating (that may have been blissful ignorance), there was almost always something to do, I always had cash and money, I was satisfied in a way I sure as hell ain't now, and Jeremy was almost always around.

I miss that lack of stress and general ease everything seemed to have back then.

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posted by: dre (reply)
post date: 11.17.04 (9:27 pm)

your life is better than u think it is

but who am i to talk? i go around moping about my life when there is more good than bad.

btw, i'm going back to counceling, so u won't be the only one. ( =

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