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| 02.19.05 (8:48 pm) [edit] |
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There have been many times in the past week where I have sat down fully intending to update. But even after I write a half hour's worth of dribble that no one cares about I just close it all. That last part was not intended to sound martyrish. I just stare at what I've written, realize that I don't care, and no one else should either. Nothing amazingly frustrating or wonderful has happened to me. But I am still alive. I'm not sure why I am writing now. I may close it again before I am done. My plan to do 30 pages of drawings this weekend is failing miserably. I have barely drawn this week. I feel like I have been busy. I stayed up all night between Wednesday and Thursday just catching up on stuff. What's been happening? I saw Mice and Men at school and had some drinks with Kelly last night. I've watched Jaws for the first time. Sometime this morning I woke up, hit my forehead (I don't remember how, I just remember I did) and forgot about it until it started hurting this morning. I hate this weather. Dammit, stuff sucks right this second. I have spent most of this day mentally alone and doing only a few things aside from drawing. This weather has made me feel lethargic. All I want to do is lay in bed. But at the same time, cabin fever sets in really fast. I hate days like this. I feel increasingly lonely and horny. I miss Jeremy's company. At least it's only 34 more days before that problem will be resolved. Maybe tomorrow I will go to a movie. I don't know which one since there is nothing I am absolutely dying to see. I should draw, I guess... Noooooo!! No pop-ups on Mozilla! This is not supposed to happen!! I hate those commercials for the Shane Company Jewelers. They said over Valentine's Day that the day you buy your significant other a ring will be the happiest day of her life (how sad for the recipient of that ring! No other event in her life is better than the day she got a ring). They talk about how she'll show it off to all her friends, and it's the thing she will associate with her marriage. The underlying message being, "So don't fuck it up or she'll lay the guilt on you forever; come here and do it right the first time." I say if that's the kinda person she is, Dump her! Run away! Current Mood:     tired, hungry, bored, hornyWhat's on: Gimme Shelter - The Rolling Stones |
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