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| 03.02.05 (9:46 am) [edit] |
I need just a few seconds of space to myself right now. There must be something wrong if I just want every week to be over. Why do I keep think that the next one is going to be more relaxed somehow?
"Do you hate foreign policy?" "Yes." "Do you wish we didn't have one." "If that would mean I wouldn't have to learn it, then yes." Conversation with my dad last night about why I hate pretending to care about a class that is unimportant yet i invest so much fucking time into it.
Here is how I feel my academic life is: 6 people jockeying for my time and attention, most of them would probably say that whatever time I am putting in is not enough. And a new fun development: my inability to stay awake past 11:30.
It's a paradox: I could take 2 or 3 classes at a time and have plenty of time for all of them yet be an eternal student like my brother and never get anywhere. Or, I could take 6 classes at a time and have no time for any of them and still never get anywhere.
I am so far behind on my drawings in my sketchbook, dammit. My painting is supposed to be done this Thursday, (which means I have to probably work on it after hours tonight) And this Friday, I know once again, I am going to be the bad example. I hopefully got better than 50% on this political science quiz.
If it weren't for all this crappy General Education (of which I thought there were only 2 upper division requirements, I now see there are 3) I could be a lot happier if it weren't for this shit!
Speaking of I'd be a lot happier if it weren't for this shit... nevermind. Maybe later. Foolish idealism about my love life
I'd better write that Mice and Men crit...
Yes, neurotic is the word to describe Amanda. Neurotic is not a put down. Fat, stupid, bad artist, bitch would be negative. Neurotic is just the truth like burnette, tired, caucasian Caucasian-American, or foolishly-idealistic.
Current Mood: Stressed and tired What's on: Empty Spaces/Young Lust - Pink Floyd
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