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| It's the most wonderful time of the year |
| 04.17.05 (6:56 pm) [edit] |
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Where is my boyfriend?! I called him last night, his battery wasn't charged. He said he would call me back in an hour. An hour and a half later I went to bed. I haven't heard from him since. I wonder how long that battery of his takes to charge. Been working on this drawing again. Started at about 12ish. This is the first real break I have had since then. After the upcoming Simpsons I am going back to work. My plan is to stay up all night tonight, mostly working on the drawing (all I care about right now is getting the outline done and perfect before moving on to having it almost done looking, and if he doesn't like it, too bad. I have till next monday to get it all done and I may stay up all night next Sunday too), sleep in Tuesday, stay up again Tuesday night, mostly working on the drawing again, and maybe work on it and some of the other crap I have been ignoring in favor of this drawing. If I could stay up all night then too I would; I want to do the rough draft to my Twilight Zone paper (what the hell did i do with that robots and aliens book?), but I still have to get up at 7 on Thursday because between 8:15 and 10:15 is the only time I could reserve any studio time for the promotional project, and I won't be able to sleep in Friday because of class then. And then right after that I have to drive home... And it's only 7:30 and I am tired. Damn, I wish I were a giraffe. Lucky 2-hour sleeping bastards. Something tells me I'm going to be investing a lot of money in energy drinks this week. I had to buy one when I was doing PBS the other night until almost 1 am. If I wasn't standing I would have been falling asleep. Was there anything else of any brillance I wanted to say, other than I hate this time of year, I hate 6 people jockeying for time I don't feel like I have anymore, I want to shoot myself. I hate pretending to care about some things. I have this sneaky suspicion that I am not getting an internship this summer. I say this because finding out where I am going to school in the summer is still to be determined, and I am beginning to doubt for various reasons that it's going to be in Sacramento. And yet my dad wants me to apply for internships at places that I would love to get them from, but I know that it's infuckingpossible for me for various reasons; mostly because I don't feel like I have anything more special than anyone else that they would want. So I think he is setting me up for disappointment. Yeah, it would be wonderful to work at Pixar or PDI, but it's not going to happen, especially not now. Oh, I remember, a couple of things; since I couldn't this week because of the party last night (at my aunts for my dad's birthday) and next weekend I have to go home for the birthday party my mom is having for him, and on Saturday of the following week is the formal for my fratority, on that Sunday, May 1st, weather/God permitting, I am going to San Francisco where I will ride through Golden Gate Park (not the Golden Gate Bridge via Golden Gate Park down some street with no sidewalks or bike lanes against my better judgement because I know that the two attractions are nowhere near one another), and I will go to the Haight and replace my sunglasses (again!) and I will probably also go to the zoo which is something I have been wanting to do for awhile also. One of the things I want to do in Golden Gate Park brings me to the other thing I want to talk about; it has already begun (what has?) I stupidly mentioned a conversation I had had with Jeremy (i haven't had one of those in a while. Damn him!) in which we were discussing the theme of our wedding and he was saying things like, "Spiderman...Dora the Explorer..." children's birthday party stuff. And I guess at some point, during my frustration with my school causually mentioned that I wanted to get married in September 2006, and first off, my mom says, "I need at least a year to plan this" (You need at least a year?). Then she starts asking me what kind of color scheme I want (A. Fuck if I know, B. Is that really the most important thing to figure out right now), how many bridesmaids do I want (just 2, I don't need a fucking entourage; if I had an entourage that would be one thing) and how i should be asking all my female cousins (why? They didn't ask me to be in theirs) and asking every female in his family (what? all his cousins? I don't know them) and like I said, this her taking over my wedding thing has already started. I like how she need s a year to plan it. I should have said, "Will they let you book a hotel room at the Ramada in Las Vegas a year and a half in advance? Hell, it may come to that! Anyone know where I can get a restraining order? The Star Wars movie comes out in 36 days, people are already lining up at the theater it may or may not be showing at. Who are these people that have no lives?! It would be sooo freakin' funny if he decided at the last minute to premire it at some place completely random, like that little tiny movie theater in Murray! If I were him I would do that. But I don't think even if I was a famous director I would make movies that have scary cult followings like that. Current Mood:  stressedWhat's on: Simpsons - Future-Drama |
posted by: Dre (reply)
post date: 04.18.05 (3:20 pm)
you stress too much. stop that.
reminds me of a corny dad-joke:
patient:doctor it hurts when i do this
doctor: don't do that
helpful eh?
posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 04.18.05 (6:14 pm)
Thanks Andrea. Yes, she does and over nothing.
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