Blog For Free!
Archives
Home
2008 July
2008 June
2008 May
2008 April
2008 March
2008 February
2008 January
2007 December
2007 November
2007 October
2007 September
2007 August
2007 July
2007 June
2007 May
2007 April
2007 March
2007 February
2007 January
2006 December
2006 November
2006 October
2006 September
2006 August
2006 July
2006 June
2006 May
2006 April
2006 March
2006 February
2006 January
2005 December
2005 November
2005 October
2005 September
2005 August
2005 July
2005 June
2005 May
2005 April
2005 March
2005 February
2005 January
2004 December
2004 November
2004 October
2004 September
2004 August
My Links
My Walt Disney World College Program Website
Jeremy's Yahoo Profile
Andrea's Journal
My Yahoo Profile
Homestar Runner
Kenya Cartoon
This Modern World Weekly Comics
Planet Rock, UK's Rock Specialist
tBlog
My Profile
Send tMail
My tFriends
My Images
Sponsored
Blog
| Some great stuff, some crappy stuff |
| 04.25.05 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
|
Crap. I have a hangnail that is hurting me hella bad. So a good thing happened this morning. A nuetral thing happened right after that; I saw Amee. I know she was going to school here (she graduated from UC Berkley, I hypothesize she doesn't know what to do with her life, hence she has gone bcak to school). I talked to her for a little while. I happened to be talking to my mom about a recent purchase and she talked to her, and then my mom said something about her being in my wedding. "I only had 5 bridesmaids" Gee, I wish I had 5 friends. I'm not into the big fat entourage thing. Besides, I only want my best friends to be in it. I don't want to have any ol' person in it just for the sake of having people in it. They have to earn it. Yeah, anyway... Then a bad thing happened. I went to class with my drawing, the one that holds me captive and enduces so much consternation and guilt. I just wanted to turn it in. I would have been happy to get a minimal pass and move the fuck on! Of course, that can't happen. And no one understands why I spend 12 hours a night all night on it, or get frustrated with the output and everything else in my life. That is why. I was told it needs to be perfect, so I'm trying to make it perfect. But this is a problem because it wreaks havoc on the plans of my weekend. I thought this could be over. On Friday I would catch up on my painting, Saturday, do stuff before the fratority formal, and then to my much-deserved bike ride/drawing field trip in San Francisco on Sunday. In my head I am screaming NOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Just make it go away! Put me out of my fucking misery! I have almost had a couple of nervous breakdowns because of this God-forsaken thing!!! I've been told not to look at it until Thursday, and not to spend more than 5 hours on it at a time. I don't know what I'm going to do. All I want is to do one of my favorite things in one of my favorite places, just for me. But, we'll see... crap. If only that stupid formal wasn't this weekend! Damn thing! The last good thing was I got out of class and on my phone was a voice message from WB20 in the promotions. I have an interview there next Wednesday! We'll see how that goes. My dad is officially 50 today! His birthday was this weekend (which is just another reason I didn't get nearly what all I was hoping to do. Because the first thing they expect me to do is clean. Had I thought that they might not be sympathetic to my plight I probably would not have gone home). It was pretty fun. I should have probably gone figure drawing tonight. But I truly have other stuff to do; all the stuff I've been ignoring. Our homework for this week is to get 11 hours of sleep tonight. I doubt it's going to happen. Thought I almost lost my sketchbook! That would be bad. I think I am going to draw a picture of myself with a giraffe neck. But I also can't find the book that the picture is in. I have photocopies. But I need to find it! Current Mood  Blah
|
| 0 Comments |
Something else will go here soon KSJS Radio Promotion
5 KSJS Drops