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| What have I done? |
| 06.05.05 (11:52 am) [edit] |
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Why did I allow this to happen to myself? I have turned back into the manitee that I dested a few years ago. I wasn't even that thin a year or two ago. I've gotten bad again. This is completely unacceptable. There is no excuse for my behavior over the last year. The companies who make clothes for fat people are enablers! Damn them. They allow us to make excuses for ourselves. I gladly go back to San Jose State, where, because those damn fast food places won't be open, I won't be tempted to eat there, nobody can watch me to make sure I eat, water is all I need, water and maybe lettuce! I will calculate the calories taken in versus out! I will exercise more than I did ever before (God I hope that gym is open during the summer!) The pool will be anyway. Except that swimming burns about half the calories that biking does, dammit! Perhaps the work will be a good diversion from food and a seditary lifestyle.  I am going to buy this poster to hang in my dorm to motivate me. Everyone seems to think I am never happy and that I am an incessantly miserable person. More on that later. However, if I looked like this, that would solve one of my issues. What I have allowed myself to do is completely inexcusable! I am stronger than food! Nothing could possibly be as satisfying as being beautiful! I will be thinner than I have ever been before! I can do this! I will not allow myself to become this kind of pig ever again!!!!! I'd better get back to packing up. Current Mood:  :arrow: empowered!What's on:Penny Serenade |
posted by: BunBun (reply)
post date: 06.05.05 (4:14 pm)
Chill, Girl! Water and lettuce won't cut it. You can take care of it and still be as smart as I know you are. Don't make me angry. You won't like me when I'm angry. Seriously, Sweetie, oatmeal in the microwave for breakfast; fruit, popcorn or rice cakes, Slim Fast type drink for lunch/snacks in the day, and a salad with a few pieces of chicken or something in it for dinner and you'll be fine, especially if you're doing anything...even if its just swimming. The main thing is to get that heart rate up because it's like the gift that keeps on giving, since an increased metabolism continues to burn calories long after you've stopped the activity. So none of that crap, okay?
posted by: Jeremy (reply)
post date: 06.07.05 (10:32 am)
I concur with Bonnie. QUIT DOWNING YOURSELF DAMMIT. Just do something about it and quit whining. But be healthy about it.
posted by: Mike (reply)
post date: 03.27.06 (3:56 am)
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